The horror may awake as a feeling, but the experience is in technicolor.
Or the banality is only a black and white version or a mere reflection of life.
The anxiety of being is real enough to make you itch.
You do connect with people and for the most part, it makes us better doing this little bit.
Many conventions keep us safe from each other.
Our minds invent more and more to produce material and morality for society.
A middle way is something society has been practicing since we lived in society.
But you may believe society is just a cartoon full of cut out characters.
Have you got stage fright? Do you see reality in a bleak way and misunderstand yourself in some basic way?
Move out of your comfort zone (or you may not have this luxury).
Examine life to the fullest and unplug from it all when you do it.
Maybe start by making observations in a journal?
Do you want a better way to live?
If not, go out a find a way that is best for you.
Uncover it. Discover it.
Learn while you go on this ride you may be stuck doing everyday.
Play safe, connect with others as much as you can stand.
But enjoy a little solitude, you may believe life sucks, but there might be a better way.