It’s a loaner.

If you think it’s yours you will cause harm through this false identity.

It needs a plan that is simple routine that requires your patience and understanding to perform on the regular basis.

If you don’t plan simply into a daily routine with a basic practice, you will do harm and loose or injure or worse.

It needs to be watched and learnt to become useful healthy and strong.

It needs to be owned by you and released to live a good life because eventually it will die or loose the ability to be used or identified as a body.